【百日高乔/DAY33】As a Paradox (《一番星》英文填词)
首先祝自己生日快乐嘿！要了今天的百日发一首历时一个多月才半完成的填词，当作生贺，也算是正经填的第三首歌。这个是乔第一视角高乔向的一个......偏原著向自述吧？
食用说明：英文才是填词！中文是我给自己的渣翻！除为了押韵和卡音节极难修改的诸多语法错误外，欢迎给中翻纠错和提建议！如果能想到更好的题目也行……！【起名废非常绝望 以及ooooooooc预警！
为了赶上百日发的是未经仔细斟酌修改的初稿，如果之后有改动会直接在这里编辑。自己可能会有翻唱的想法……【托腮
总之其他到时候想到再补充……食用愉快！
As a Paradox
自相矛盾
原曲:《一番星》【就是道姑朋友用的曲
日语原唱＆作曲: タイナカサチ
英文填词&中文渣翻: 谙银笙
The days we spent with each other
我们曾一同度过的日子
Eyes shining bright, our dreams still fold
眸中闪着光芒，梦想仍被珍藏
You whispered to me when we're close
你凑近我低语道
One day we will
有一天我们会
Stand on the same side of game and achieve our goal
站在同一赛场上实现我们的梦想
I clutched the coat
我紧攥着这件
That has your scent, like winter snow
带有你宛如冬雪般气息的外套
I was paralyzed by your deceptive actions
我沉浸在你具有迷惑性的举动中
And love started to grow
爱意疯狂滋长
-Chorus-
I whispered your name with my eyes closed
我闭上眼呢喃着你的名字
I still took my secret by the throat
但我将这个秘密藏在心底
Paper with the three words code was
写着那三个单词的纸
Sealed in envelope
被封存在信封里
“If we win it's the time to be bold”
“如果我们拿到了冠军就告白吧”
I said it to an imaginary ghost
我假装向聆听的鬼魂这样许诺着
I wanted you to be mine, I'll be yours
希望我们能属于彼此
It's the best thing I can ever hope
这就是我最好的愿望了
-Chorus-
But we were different and time flows
但我们终究踏上陌路，时光匆匆
It's you who were our team's new hope
你成为了我们队伍的未来
I couldn't figure some way to
而我再也无法
Catch up with you
与你并肩
I thought you will disappear when I don't know
我总担心你会在我浑然不觉时离开
I almost broke
我几近崩溃
When I realized I have to go
当我意识到我终会离开后
It is me who betrayed the promises we had
是我背叛了你我曾经的约定
But where can I find hope?
可我该何去何从？
-Chorus-
I whispered your name with my eyes closed
我闭上眼呢喃着你的名字
Hugging myself in shivering cold
在没顶的寒意中拥抱自己
But I'm afraid to give you the rose
然而我却不敢道出我的心意
When your eyes have glowed
当我注视着你明亮的眼眸时
No one wants to stay in the shadow
无人会情愿永远待在黑暗角落
I will be back, it's not just a joke
我会回来的，这不仅仅是个玩笑
When I stepped onto the new road
当我踏上这条路后
I turned around and waved, no one would follow
转身挥手，我身后已无人跟随
-Chorus-
Finally, I have found my true values in the right place
我终于在合适的地方找回了自己的价值
As I hoped, my determination to win was not swayed
像自己所期望的那样，我对于胜利的渴望和决心从未动摇
However I, would still recall your face every day and night
但我常常在每个日夜回想起你的面容
Looking forward to, the next time we met
也期待着我们下次的相遇
-Chorus-
I whispered your name with my eyes closed
我闭上眼呢喃着你的名字
Feeling your glaze made me almost froze
你的目光让我浑身的血液几乎凝固
You smiled to me as a hello
你向我笑着打了个招呼
I felt my hands cold
而我不知不觉中已双手冰冷
Then I realized you were still my foe
我立刻意识到你依旧是我的对手
We faced each other, holding the same pose
我们用同样的姿势面对着彼此
Different colours stimulated my eyes
队服上的不同颜色深深刺激着我
But I know it's the road I chose
但我明白这是我自己做出的选择
I don't know why this was so painful
我不知为何会如此痛苦
Although I won it still felt like a stroke
即使赢的是我却像是你给予了我最后一击
I know all the past has gone by now
我知道这一切都已成空
Just like the foam
宛若泡沫
Everything's now different except the goal
除了夺冠的目标以外一切都已不同
As the photos on my wall grow old
墙上的相片渐渐泛黄
It was clear to me that
对我来说这再清楚不过了
It's difficult to stand by you again
我很难再有机会与你并肩站在赛场上
Although I appreciate the path I took
虽然对此刻自己所拥有的一切充满感激
It still hurts to remind myself so
但我想起我们如今的处境时仍旧感伤
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